ever sense the break up with someoen i felt i was inlvoe with i began to hate more i hate what she did for leaving me just so she could be with someone else i hate myself for believe that i was acutaly loved...i know that soon
i will begin to hate everything...
i dont know if this is going to go away
but i really find my self where i need to start thinking what i need to do about certain things weather to cut the pain away or other self harm, create things, destroy things, ive takin up sword fighting ive gotten into fights in school more often i dont fight at the school its funny how gang members think they can take up people who are skilled with a weopen that doesnt have a trigger dont worry they are alive but are sore i can tell you that...
this path of hate has turned me into the one winged angel according to many of my friends sense i remind them of sephiroth ive seem to devolop his style his way of fighting his smugness im hated at my school except for my teachers who i respect for having to deal with all the ghetto mess at my school anyone who can go through our a year of dealing with such ignorant ghetto pricks without losing it gets my respect honestly. But the only thing that can stop me anger, my hatred is an angel of light that came to me in a dream shes out there shes the only one that can heal me but i must wait... untill then the anger inside me shall manifest its self im not an angel anymore i have fallen inbetween as a one winged angel